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InsanityThe sky is purple
The sea is red
My dog is a dragon
My brother a demon

A creature perches
On my shoulder
And whispers
Evil deeds

He tells me to dump the oil
And light the match
Cut the rope
And watch the chandelier drop

Blood seeps from the walls
Screams echo in the dark
The moon calls to me
In a sweet lullaby
Of insanityInsanity

feyThe wind whispers to me
in hushed tones
The trees rustle
and tell me their tales
The sunlight fills me
with warmth and wonder
The shadows reach for me
craving lust and destruction
The sea shares
its sorrows with me
This is who i am, fey
My world, that of Faeriefey

Faeriethe wind
in my hair

cool water
lapping against
my bare feet

the warmth
of the sun
caressing my skin

this is my world
the world of
Faerie

will you come away
with me?
will you be my
other half?

balance my world
be the calm against
the storm
the moonlight
i revel in
the fire that
keeps the dark at bay

my love,
come with me
to FaerieFaerie

Mine?I ask for
Forever
And You say
You will
Always
Be there

But
The distance
Scares me
The time
Unravels me

When we are
Together again
Will you still
Be mine?Mine?

My WorldWhen I'm with you
Everything fades away
You make me feel alive
I want you all the time

When you're gone
I feel empty
Cold
Lost
Dead

But, when I'm with you
The world comes alive
The colors are brighter
The sounds clearer
The tastes sweeter

You are my strength
My stability, my everything
You are my worldMy World

melt downmy life
torn
my heart
shattered

my head is
a mess of
confusion

i don't know
what to do
can you tell me
what to do

im in the
middle of
a mental
break down

oh yes
im having
a melt downmelt down

RELIEFThe bite
of the
blade

The sting
of the
pain

The flow
of the
blood

relief
so
sweetRELIEF

Hopedark
so dark
i run
and i
run

where is
the light
the walls
are closing in

hopeless
and alone
in the
dark

a smile
in the
night

a warmth
in the
cold

your hand
held out
to me

my
shining
hopeHope

ESCAPElost
in a
maze of
insanity

running
through
empty rooms
and burning
forests

searching
always
searching
for an
escapeESCAPE

Deathyou haunt me
you follow me

the torment
of my dreams
and my life

you take away
everything
i love
and fill
the void
left behind
with despair

i don't
understand
why you
spare me
while taking
them away

you are
my torment
and my endDeath

confusioni want to
spend time
with you

but
which you
do i want
to spend
time with?

the you
i have left
or
the you
i'm afraid
won't feel
the same

who is the
man in my
dreams
holding out
his hand
to pull me
to safety

confusion
is all i know
which is the
one i want

i left you
for good reasons
i'm afraid to be with you
for the same
yet different
reasons

which do
i want
which do
i choose
if either

my life
is a
mess of
confusionconfusion

GOODBYEyou said
you loved me
but everything
was a lie

i loved you
i meant it
but now its
goodbyeGOODBYE

love..love
the giddy feeling
when i see you
the smile that
comes unbidden
when you text me

when you're around
i get butterflies
and the world
disappears

the sound of
your voice
brightens my day

your eyes
are my sky
your smile
my sun

my heart
skips a beat
every time
i see you

this is
love love..

insecurei don't meet
your eyes
i smile at
the ground
insecure

i can't
sit still
i fidget
and fuss
insecure

i feel
out of place
in my own skin
i'm uncomfortable
with myself
self-conscious
and oh so
insecureinsecure

hypocriteyour voice drips
with cynicism
my vision goes
red

you don't know
what you're
talking about
yet you
lecture me

you tell me
what i do is
wrong
that i don't
know what
anything is

my blood boils
i want to strike you
like all the times
you have me

you criticize
and judge
but all
you are
is a
hypocritehypocrite

Testamentyou don't see
the pain
you cause

every time you
walk away
from me
every time you
ignore me
every time you
avoid me

i cut
the pain
away
a
little
at
a
time

each mark
across
my wrist
is a
Testament
to the pain
you causeTestament

shatteredshattered
on the inside
i scream
and cry

but you
don't hear
you just
walk away

pain sears
through my body
as pieces
fall away
in bloody gore

as i watch
you fade
away from
my lifeshattered

blooda warm
thick liquid
slides through
my mouth
and down
my throat

a sweet
enticing
smell
permeates
the air

i look at
the boy
laying limp
on his bed
at the small
punctures
upon his
neck

i tried
to stop
but
i couldn't
resist

the delicate
pulse
at the base
of his throat
the gentle
rhythmic
flow through
his vein

i love the
delicate appeal
of a human's
bloodblood

fallingfalling
falling
falling

deeper
and
deeper

everything
goes black
cold tendrils
of fog creep
around me

the dark
oblivion
consumes me

i let go
and fall
a silent cry
escapes my lips

i reach out
my hand
and hope
you will
catch me
before i'm
lostfalling

desireyou smile
and i want
to press my lips
against yours

you twine you
fingers through mine
and i want to feel
them in my hair
and trailing
down my body

you wrap your
arms around me
and i want you
to pull me closer
to hold me tight
and never let go

being near you
ignites a fiery
warmth inside me

you walk away
and it falters
without your
gentle touch
to help it growdesire

scarsi have my
scars
they mark
my wrists
they tell a story
of my pain

i try to stop
but i just
cut deeper
every time

writing my pain
across my fragile
skin

you run your fingers
across my wrists
and smile at me

you don't turn away
in disappointment
you don't scold me

you simply smile
and understand
they are my way
of battling the painscars

havena haven
a fortress
of solitude

the warm
caress of a
fire and a
hand on my wrist

pulling me into
the safe embrace
of your arms

to stay forever
would be a sin
but to leave
is such bittersweet
tormenthaven

warmtha smile
in the dark
a hand held
out to me

a warmth
so long lost
a kindred sole
a caring friend

you light the dark
you give me hope
that one day
the sun might shine

in the dark
nightmares rule
and monsters
consume my
shattered soul

when your there
the light peaks through
my smile is real
as i take your hand
and let you lead me

to a place where
i am safe and content
in a cocoon of warmth
created by your presence
at my sidewarmth

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